I struggle with praise. Yet I crave it. Therefore, I was both anxious and excited when, at the end of June, the driving force behind the Hip Hop project, Dr. Charity Marsh, told me that a colleague of hers had nominated us for the Arts and Learning Award at the Lieutenant Governor’s Arts Awards for our work on the arts side of the project. The excitement came from the fact that a nomination such as this adds to the credibility of project-based learning at our school. As well, the nomination shows the students that their work is valued at more than a school and community level – that the larger arts community sees the value in what they are doing.The anxious part came from not being comfortable in the spotlight. Though, it turns out, it should have been for another reason.
Initially, the plan was to take a group of students up to the gala, but I didn’t return to work right away in August, and finding chaperones became problematic, so I made the trip up on my own. When we were announced as the winners, I was shocked, and began to regret not making a list of people to thank in the acceptance speech. I did remember to thank the students, for all their hard work, my colleagues and administration at the school, without whom the project would never have happened, Charity, and all of her TAs in the IMP Labs. Forgotten on the thank you list, however, was Dr. Ann Kipling Brown at the U of R Education Dance department, Saskatchewan InMotion and Farley Flex, CBC Radio, and, oh, wait, what about the Saskatchewan Arts Board? — you know, the ones who provided the funding for the project! Oh my. So, turns out my anxiousness shouldn’t have been about whether or not we’d win, but rather how many people I’d forget to thank! So, thank you to everyone for all that you did to work with our students! Without all the support you’ve given, as I said onstage, “I’m just a guy with lofty goals and no discernible talents.”